I started to think about my clutter as things I would leave behind for Clarice and Allison.
“Man, Joel really kept so many random things around. Why are there so many pen parts and refills? He didn’t even write that much!”
That made me start writing again.
“Ugh I can’t believe Papa didn’t let me listen to vinyls and now there’s so much mold and dust on these.”
And I’m also listening to my vinyls once more.
“Did he even wear this shirt? Like once maybe?”
I also wear shirts every now and then too.
My sense of responsibility about how I burden everyone else when I die, and social etiquette is the only reasons why I feel bad about what I having so many things.
Maybe I should get less things.
Or maybe I should give away instead.
Anyway, I have things to clear for sure.
Leave a Reply