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  • The Apple Generation

    Steve Jobs who designed Apple for the current generation 

    Reviewing the Steve Jobs biography by Walter Isaacson.


    Another draft post from 2017. I honestly had loaded up quite a few draft posts then, thinking that I was going to be blogging often and all that. If I’m right, it was because I had come back from a holiday trip and I was really in this motivated mood to keep creating. I really have these ups and downs in my creativity. It’s a little frustrating when it’s down, but it’s so tiring to keep when it’s actually on going.


    Did Apple shape the world, or was Apple shaped by the world? Meaning was it a range of factors that led to Steve Jobs developing the company the way that we currently know it? Or was it this new way of thinking that Apple introduced into the mainstream?

    The biography on Steve Jobs, written by Walter Isaacson covers a lot of interesting ground. I personally enjoyed the thought processes and how Isaacson had portrayed Jobs in the best and worst light. The influences from his childhood and teenage wandering years really showed that there was a huge possibility of how things could grow in the years to come. Perhaps it was the way that Isaacson had put it, an event causing something to change in Jobs, which led to more events, and more changes. The cause and effect of the world on Steve Jobs: disappointments, achievements and successes. The pure madness surrounding the man as well. It really spoke volumes, and I still remember large portions of the book, four years on.

    Apple’s effect on how we see the world right now gives us a clear understanding that people do appreciate the appropriate amount of simplicity. There is such a thing as oversimplifying, within the engineering and design realms. And at the same time, there is a chance of it being over designed, where something is unnecessarily complicated. Both are areas to easily fall into, but the bare minimum that Apple gives is usually enough.

    “Enough“ is a term that evaded a lot of computer hardware developers at that time, and even now. There’s always this statement I hear whenever comparing a Mac build to a PC build, “For the price of the Mac, I could build a PC with much greater specs.“ That statement is definitely true. But it holds some other assumptions: you need to build the PC yourself. That’s something a lot of people are not willing to get into, especially in a very simple consumer market. It’s the same reason people look at me funny when I build custom keyboards. Why do you want to put yourself through the hassle? So it’s not that I don’t understand the need for customizing, I am happy to pay the price for a Mac because at its build level, its enough for me. In fact, if Apple chases the top tier graphics and processing speeds, they end up chasing the wrong crowd. They’re here to make sure their computers provide you with just enough to get your YouTube career going, for you to play enough games within their Apple Ecosystem. The aim is not for overclocking your PC or to run a server, although both are possible with a bit of research.

    To echo the sentiments stated in the biography, the home brew crowd that were building their own PCs then were so frustrated and upset with Apple for developing a system that could not have added integrations, and was a one piece self contained unit. That was the mantra from the beginning. Right to repair or not, Apple did not want you to touch their carefully engineered equipment that would fit snug right into the chassis of their choice. The freedom of choice you got from the beginning was to choose to buy Apple or not.

    I found that the simplicity of design that Apple brings, gives reason for a lot of other companies to either simplify, or just go to the tech extremes. Recent phones and tech coming out have become a lot simpler, but without their own issues. The simplicity forgets that Apple designed with the consumer in mind, the person who might not have any idea how to do what they would want to do. That latent need that would be fulfilled through Apple alone. That’s how the simplicity works towards.

    Some companies are getting it, because now it’s been a long time since Apple started. Working on the latent needs of a consumer could be put through AI, which is what Google is doing to us now. We have our data mined, and the computer gods give us our algorithm based decisions. That’s a good try, a nice attempt at trying to understand the human mind.

    But at the end of it, Steve Jobs made his things because he wanted something like that himself. He himself was the consumer that he was trying to reach out to. From the onset, he was never the computer developer. He was the kid who was hyped about the computer things, and he enjoyed his life, somewhat. At the heart of it, if the companies do not want the items for themselves, and want it as the best product they could think of, it would not be easy to develop that latent need. It’s something that one really has to want. That’s something that either a lot of self reflection can get, or a lot of self dissonance will reveal.


    Do we know what we want though? As the current generations who have had their latent needs fulfilled, are we sure we know what is going on? I, for one, have no idea what I would love to see, and I try my best to dig deep often to figure out. I have tried and I constantly dive into multiple new hobbies, only to come out broke and still unsure if that’s the right thing for the future.

    But I still live as a consumer, thinking about what is nice and fancy. There are products that are just enough, like the Mac I’m typing this into, with the keyboards that I currently have. There are products that remain good enough, like my iPhone SE1 and 2. I might want the next few Apple products, but I still struggle to see the need to get a PC, other than for the games that I might want to play. Those aren’t needs, but they’re still at the back of my mind somewhere. Maybe one day, I would go towards a fully custom everything in life. Right now, I’ll enjoy my Apple Ecosystem.

  • The beauty that the Artists draws from 

    How do you get inspiration, and how does this propel you to do better work? 

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    Wow so I wrote this post in 2017, July. I can’t remember what exactly I was aiming for, but this gist is something that I find so hard even now to think about. I mean like, how does one get inspiration? That is a fine and hard question.

    I’m not sure how much of this makes sense, but I think each day has it’s moments. I’ve learnt how to be a lot more forgiving on myself, if I can’t produce something that I had hoped to initially. There’s really no forcing it.

    I think it’s a range of learning as well. What am I looking for in the motivation, in the inspiration? I think when I first thought of this draft 5 years ago, I was probably being a lot more direct and immediate into art itself. But from how things are going now, and how things will continue to go: I think daily life needs motivations too.

    I haven’t touched my art materials for a very long time. I don’t know if I can do much, or if anything at all. I’ll have to dust off a lot of mental inertia to get started again. Is there beauty? Yes. But the question now has become, what do I really need to capture? Is it worth me capturing? And somehow, the answer needs to be yes.

    What is beauty at the end of the day? What am I really thinking about when I think of how to draw from the beauty of this world? Why did I think such hard questions then???

    If i am asking myself that today, it goes back to how I see each day’s individual moments. There are a number of things that I’ve seen that are incredibly powerful everyday. It’s not easy, but it’s not difficult either. It needs me to stop, and to pause. I find trouble in doing that a lot of the time. The captured moments need a good time of reflecting on how things even got to where they are right now.

    Maybe I should revisit this in 5 years, and my answers would change by then. Like the Billie Eilish interviews, I might grow to find myself annoying. Perhaps.

  • The Eyes of the World

    are in the palm of your hands.

    The digital world, or actually the whole world, is held with our smart phones. We move and travel, eyes on the screens that direct us of what we might want, what we might think and feel and see.

    The non-neutral digital

    Our mobile devices stopped being neutral when automation started to occur. Remember that scene in Click, where the fast foward through life happens automatically, and he’s left angry and upset because the system worked on its own, against the person’s will. That’s where we are now in the digital world. How do you work against social news that is automatically chosen for you based on cookies, and even before that, based on your location? These already narrow out the infinite possibilities of the whole internet and choice into those that would fit your IP.

     

    I had written this post in 24 June 2017, and haven’t touched it since.

    I’ll post it up now, with some updated thoughts:

    Social media and algorithms have taken over so much further than what I had written here. I am quite upset with my own YouTube experience, the Instagram browsing experiences. Everything is catered based on the latest things I’ve searched for, and many of the things that I want to watch out of consistency have faded in to the background of “not important”.

    But if it wasn’t important then why would I have subscribed to it in the first place? I want to see everything, all the time, without YouTube’s actions on what and how I view it. Stop telling me what you think I want to see, I want to see it as how I had chose to see it, in a convoluted mess. That’s what makes me unique, and that’s why I want to break algorithms and preferential data based on my demographic.

    Be warned algorithm bots, I am your human that decides against my own nature just to make life interesting for myself and unpredictable for you.

  • Starting again

    I had left this title here in 2017, but I honestly can’t remember what I was starting again. But I think this is a very good tittle to still use, one way or another. I’m writing this on the 1st of August 2021.

    Every day is a chance to start again. Every time I sit down at the computer to write, every time I pick up my phone, every opportunity I get, it’s a chance to do something new. That’s a real self help kinda line to say, but I think there’s a great truth to it. I don’t think that everyone can say that confidently but I think that as humans, we have to try to make a difference somehow.

    I feel that starting again is something that a lot of people feel resistance against. It’s hard to start again, especially when everything is all weird. It’s hard, because we’re not okay with things changing often. But what if change is the constant? What if we can get used to things changing all the time?

    I’m kidding, it’s never easy. It never gets easier. In fact, I find it harder and harder every time. At some point, you’d think that you’d be more comfortable making some tough decision better, or you’d be able to think quicker or something. But it’s really not easy. I say this, thinking about the amount of times I decided not to draw, because I keep thinking that it’s so hard to just get started.

    I’ve prevented myself from trying to start again too often. And I think this time of blogging, especially spurred on with a sick keyboard, has given me a novelty kick in the butt. I feel so inspired to keep on going, to keep on starting again and again everyday, just because I can. I don’t really dislike this experience right now, but there are many other areas I wish I could just inspire myself to start again.

    Maybe that’s for tomorrow’s Joel to find out, but today’s Joel is indeed very happy to write first. Maybe it’ll be drawing Joel again tomorrow, spurred on by a new pen, or a new brush, or new ink even.

    Maybe tomorrow’s Joel will be one that starts anew with a person that I’ve been struggling to communicate with. Maybe it’ll be a project that I’ve been dragging my feet to start with. We’ll find out tomorrow.

    Today’s Joel: Very Happy writing once again. Thankfully I can pull up old titles to help me get going.

    Goodnight World.