It’s been a month of daily writing! Or at least a month of intentionally planning for it. It’s not been easy, I recall 2 nights of rushing at 1155PM to push a post out. It’s not difficult rushing because I’m trying to hard to write something out. It’s harder when I have the whole day to write, and I am torn between the million topics I can think of.
I remember enjoying writing daily, and I think I do look forward to it, but truthfully, it’s not easy.
Last night, I had really bad sleep. I slept late, and woke up early today, because Clarice’s alarm went off. Bad sleep triggers me worse than anything else in the world. Internally, I need a way to manage my emotions and thoughts especially when bad sleep is definitely on its way with the child coming and all that.
Growing older, sleep has been something I look out for, and trying to keep my lifestyle around it better. I have my array of tasks to do before sleeping, and I need to schedule and plan my time better. The rant about doomscrolling the other day was in view of this, with a total frustration at being annoyed about how time slips away whenever I just stop focusing properly, and allow distractions to just pull me away.
In any case, we’re in the month of my birthday! Truly, the month of me losing my youth, including the lack of ability to function at 110% with little sleep. Rough stuff, but let’s make the best of it.
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