is coming up with what I want to share. If I’ve whittled down most of my content down to just my life updates here, it does make it easier to write. But the question is what I want to write about.
After all, as a dad, I’m really just trying to survive the day to day.
Last night, Allison woke up at 4AM, and Clarice took her from 4-6AM. Then Allison started crying again, so I took over. The trouble was, she didn’t get back to sleep, so she was technically awake from 4AM. But she caught maybe a few minutes here and there, while she tossed around.
So most of my life updates are about how Allison sleeps or not, how she ate, the things Clarice and I manage to squeeze while managing the house (we started watching Million Dollar Secret season 2).
There are many thoughts I still have, and dreams I hope to accomplish, but I don’t have time to make much progress on them.
For example, my goal of kickflipping by 40 looks further and further away. I think I went skating all of once this year. I will really need to try again, and I’m looking forward to. But I need to squeeze this time out of nowhere.
I’ve also been thinking a lot about capitalism, the providence of the boomers, and the post industrial knowledge heavy world we are currently in. I have many things I wish I could say, but I think it would not do me any good to have an unformulated thought published on the web. Instead, I want to have a discourse, more discussion with different people. Maybe I could write about that instead.
Troubles of writing daily…
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