There are days like today, where my mind is just really pulled. It’s days like this when I question if I was a good explainer, a good communicator of any sort. If communication’s basis is how well people understand what you’re saying, I feel like I failed today in some big ways.
It felt like no one really understood what I was saying. More than that, it felt like I was really forced to tell everyone everything, because as much as I wasn’t communicating very well, neither was any one else. The entire experience today was really frustrating, and I think that really added to a lot of stress that I was having to deal with.
It’s been some time that my mind has had to stretch this way, and man it really stretched. Now, after all the day has ended, I feel like I’m collapsing into a pile of yellow cheese goo. Thankfully, I’ve done most of the work I could do, so I can afford to collect my yellow goo brain together. And then hopefully tomorrow manages itself a little bit better, and I’ll try my best to survive it the best way I can.